so...

it comes as a surprise to me to feel myself wanting you. i want you more now than when we were dating. at least at the end. i sat next to you tonight, my heart "racing like a sprinter...

that tripped...

and f
e
l
l..."

and realised you've changed for the better. you're still a beautiful boy. just no longer mine. i'm not the only one that wants this, though.

i see you fidget.

that look in your eyes. i want to kiss you. you suggest friendship. i agree. we agree on friendship.

you only want what you can't have.